I left masturbation and after that i had wet dreams for 4 to 5 days after that i did masturbation in very anxiety... Firstly nothing came out after that something came out but it did not gave me that feeling... After that i am having semen in my urine its not having sperm but its having other secretions so due to this my nerves in legs keep beating and i feel very tired i even thought of doing suicide.. But only my mothers face stopped me... Please help me.... After to check that all things are allright i did mastubration after 15 days... And all were okay but as i was in tension i didnt have that much feeling